everybody knows that the dice are loaded

I've been gone, yes. But I can assure you it hasn't been the best little "vacation." Some of the highlights?
-turning on the phone and listening to the "If you'd like to make a call, please hang up and try again, if you need assistance...." woman because I was so lonely.
-crying randomly because I was so frustrated with my inability to get myself a glass of water because of how badly I ached all over
-a delightful phone conversation with Mrs. Pierson
-Mike sheppard calling at like, 10:30 and waking me up when I finally got to sleep. (I didn't answer)
-My mom yelling at me about the window cleaner squeegy thing I lost. (although she did get me a Jones soda. Sometimes she can be pretty cool.)

So I woke up this morning and I was able to stand without wanting to yell out in pain! I'm thinking of coming to school, although I'm a little hesitant because I think I might have a pre-calc quiz I'm not prepared for. that means show up about halfway through 5th hour. Or just go to 6th. Whatever.

You know when you're really sick and you start feeling better, just a little bit, and you start just feeling really good about the world? I'm hoping I don't over-stress myself because of it, even this typing is tiring me out.

My dreams over the past two days have been fucking wild. And usually nightmarish. But some of the craziest shit, like my mom met Judge Judy in the video store and she had pink hair, and someone was building a barn but it was 20 feet in the air, and exploring a haunted house with Jay, and getting pulled over by the cops with Nate Angle in the car (never good), and the afore said nate angle dragging me by my foot across gravel for some reason, or witnessing a bellydancing competition in the bowels of a secret federal building, or losing over 400 dollars to Meijer because they thought I stole a bunch of shit I didn't...
Makes me wonder about the shit I forgot.

I hope to see some of you today, I hope this up swing stays going up, and if Jones Soda knows anything...

my luck is definitely going to improve.

-Camille